Re: A cliff near the rock outcropping

[Viktor Krum - Inactive]

Viktor smiles proudly. "I told you he'd like it! He'd be crazy not to." He kisses Regulus on the cheek again. "I'm glad you like it Reg."

[Remus Lupin]

Remus laughed. "I'm glad you like it too, Reg." He smiled, watching Viktor and Reg together because they looked very happy.


*flails cause I'm in the presence of awesome Krack*

[Guest]

Regulus blushes as Viktor kisses him on the cheek and leans on his shoulder. "You're awesome, I hope you know. You two ought to open up a bakery. Viktor, you know, for such a manly man, you're quite effeminate. Knitting, baking... next thing I know, you'll be going shopping with Fabian," he teased.

[Remus Lupin]

"Knitting? Is he any good at it? Cause I suck at it. Always get my hands tangled up." Remus has never considered Viktor as the knitting type, but, hey, whatever works.

[Viktor Krum - Inactive]

"I'm okay I guess." He turns back to Reg. "No. No, no, no. Fabian can go shopping vith Cedric. I refuse to be a shopping buddy. Not gonna happen. Ever."

[Remus Lupin]

[I'm heading off *flails* So Remus shall go POOF! He loves you both very much and says farewell!]

[Viktor Krum - Inactive]

[OKAY! BYE REMUS!!!!!!!!!!!]

[Guest]

[OKAY. THIS IS DONE. TAKING OVER.]

Regulus stumbles out to the grounds, sickened by Gellert's words, which still echoed in his mind. He wanted nothing more right now than to collapse in Viktor's arms, but he refused to let himself do that- he didn't deserve it. He looks far healthier, at least- he's gained much of his weight back, though he still possesses his tiny, slender, boyish figure, if a little skinnier than before. He stares out at the lake, wishing with all his heart he didn't have to do this to himself, but he couldn't allow Viktor to waste his time with him any longer.

[Viktor Krum - Inactive]

Viktor walks out onto the grounds and smiles when he sees Regulus. He walked up behind Reg and kissed him gently on the neck as he wrapped his arms around him. "Hey. Miss me?" he asked, too happy to notice Reg's mood considering he's standing behind him and not facing him at the moment.

[Guest]

Regulus visibly winces at Viktor's touch, feeling entirely too guilty for even letting someone so perfect near such a damaged, wasted man. "Viktor. Need to talk," he mumbled, turning around to face him with the saddest kitty eyes EVER.
LIKE THIS SAD.

[Viktor Krum - Inactive]

Viktor frowned at Reg's kitty eyes. "Vot's wrong?"

[Guest]

His lips fixed in a pout, he sighed and stood up, wrapping his arms around Viktor, unable to help himself. "I can't do this anymore. I mean, you can't. I- I don't deserve you. You deserve better. I'm- I'm a bad person Viktor, you should find somebody better for you," he whispered sadly, more depressed than he's been in weeks.

[Viktor Krum - Inactive]

Viktor wrapped his arms around Regulus and pulled him close. "Vot are you talking about Regulus? I love you. I don't care if you think you don't deserve me. I don't vant to lose you again. I don't vant anybody else."

[Guest]

Regulus shook his head and pushed him away, staring at the ground. "No. I'm not the person you think I am. I- I talked to Gellert, last night. He- Viktor, just listen to me. You, you see me as this innocent kid, who made a few mistakes. It's not like that, Viktor. I knew what I was doing, what I was getting myself into, I knew it all, and I did it anyway. I asked for all of this to happen- you- you should just go," he said quietly, sitting back down on the ground and curling up on himself again. "You shouldn't love me. I don't deserve your love."

[Viktor Krum - Inactive]

Viktor stood there quietly for a moment, looking somewhat hurt by what Regulus just told him. He sat down next to Regulus. "Vould you do it again if you could?" he asked quietly.

[Guest]

Regulus forced himself to look up at him, utterly disgusted with himself. "I want to say no, that I wouldn't do it again. I want to believe I'm better than that- but I can't, I can't lie to you, or myself anymore. I have to stop. I'm pathetic, Viktor- horribly pathetic, and self-absorbed, and completely beneath you. Talking to Gellert, it made me realize, how much I've been lying, mostly to myself, and in turn to you, indirectly, not really realizing it," he said softly. "Viktor, I lied to you, and to myself, about Gellert, about what happened between us. I told you I didn't want it- that wasn't true. There wasn't ever anything less true than that. I- I didn't just accept an offer, I didn't just ask him for it- I, I begged for it Viktor. I begged and I pleaded and I groveled for it. And I hate myself for that, for sinking so low, for doing it to myself, and to you- but I won't hide from it anymore, from who I am. And who I am is a revolting, foul creature- who doesn't deserve you. Please see that. And go. I love you, with all my heart, and I won't let you stay here, with me- so please, Viktor, leave me. You deserve someone better."

[Viktor Krum - Inactive]

Viktor looked at Regulus with a hurt expression before turning to look down at the ground. He sat there in silence for a what was probably about 15 seconds but felt like 15 minutes to him. He wasn't sure what he was more upset about. What Regulus just told him about Gellert, or that Regulus just told him to leave. He looked back up at Regulus, looking hurt and sad. "You-- you begged him for it," he mumbled quietly, not wanting to believe that Regulus would do that, and with Gellert of all people.

[Guest]

Tears returned to Reg's eyes again as he saw the look on Viktor's face, his own self loathing consuming him. "I'm sorry. For all that I've done. For the things that I've said. I never- just- there is no way I can possibly justify this, or anything else. I mean it. I don't deserve you," he said, his voice shaking as he held back his sobs. "I lo-love you," he stammered helplessly.

[Viktor Krum - Inactive]

Viktor found himself hugging Regulus and pulling him closer to him, despite everything he just told him. "Reg, I love you. I promised you that I vould never leave you, and I'm not going to break that promise. I- I don't care vot you did before. You're here now and I don't vant to lose you again. I meant it ven I said I vouldn't valk out on you. I still love you." He hugged Regulus tightly and rested his chin on Reg's head. "Thank you for being honest vith me Regulus," he muttered quietly.

[Guest]

Regulus is shocked as Viktor wraps his arms around him tightly, holding him close, instead of pushing him away, instead of leaving. He wanted to run away, to tell him to stop, to tell him this was wrong, so wrong, he was too good- but he couldn't, being so pathetic, so pitiful, and so he embraced him lovingly, gratefully. "I love you too. And I'm sorry, that I had to tell you all of this. But I made a promise to you, to never lie to you again, about anything- and so I didn't," he replied, clinging to him desperately. "I love you. And who I am hates who I've been."

[GODDAMMIT NOW THAT SONG IS STUCK IN MY HEAD GOOD GRIEF WHY DO I DO THAT TO MYSELF]

[Viktor Krum - Inactive]

Viktor looked Regulus in the eyes as he held him. "I'm glad that you told me Regulus," he said quietly. "Now," he took a deep breath and smiled slightly. "Is there anything else you need to tell me?" he asked, thinking that if they're going to be doing the whole honesty thing that they should get all this sad stuff out of the way.

[Guest]

[... Luna? Is there anything else he needs to tell you? Because I'm sure there is, and I forgot.]

[Viktor Krum - Inactive]

[Oh... Umm..I don't think so. He told him about the drugs, sex, begging, and the rape...I think that's it...Unless he wants to kill Viktor for blabbing to Fabian about their sex life.]

[Guest]

[haha. i'm going to take a short nap- i still feel like i'm missing something. hopefully i remember while i'm lying down ily!]

[Viktor Krum - Inactive]

[Ok! I love you too!!!]

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